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| ok
its like 5 in the morning and i just got home and i cant
sleep...suppose to spend the day with the rents but...ehh. hoping to
get some ultimate frisbee in also. i miss a few ppl from UT but when it
comes down to it i kinda enjoy hanging out with the old crew, can be
yourself and not be judged. idk if i would be who i am today without my
high school friends. it doesnt matter though, gotta go back to UT. oh
well, back to the useless and endless dramatic acts covered by fake
appearances and conformist attitudes that are accompanied by the narrow
minded-ness of many ignorant ppl. but in a way i'm like that at times
also...so...i dont mind, i've made a few good friends this year and i
really should stop doubtin myself also. that should be a new years
resolution...speakin of new years...i dont feel any different...hrmm
well for sure i should make a few resolutions. i've already ran this by
some ppl and they found it hilarious but i think it's true for me:
1. Get good grades....like a 4.0 gpa woot woot!
2. Get in shape...HA!
3. Care less about..."things"
4. Work on my communication skills
5. STOP PROCRASTINATIN!!!
it's funny b/c i should be doing those things anyways but i'm not...so
it's more like a to do list...that i have to get done rather then
"resolutions." oh well fuck it. i also realize i havent drank in like 2
1/2 months...that's gotta change soon ha. but it is a new year, full of
many opportunities so i shouldnt worry. take care everyone, few weeks
left before school so live it up. peace.
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| dont be wrapp'd up in presents, remember what christmas is about...! merry christmas everyone!!!
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| break is here...and i'm lovin it!!! ^.^v
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| nothing is making
sense in my life. and too many dramatic changes at once, but glad i
work'd one thing out with a good friend...dont think i could lose
anymore friends haha...well i guess they werent that good of
friends...xanga is dead why the bloody hell am i on this...it's good to
write stuff but i'm use to keepin it in. whichever works. i was
naive...but ya cant please everyone, just have a close group of friends
and hang out with other ppl every now and then, and i think that "close
group" has finally been established. but this is life...and life is
dramatic once ya think youre in the clear, that's when you are
vulnerable and ya get screwed. love sucks...or something along those
lines...but so does drama...so much unneccesary drama. it usually comes
to me, it seems like i attract that stuff like..like..i attract flies,
or swift kicks to the nuts. my nuts hurt. and i realize when youre
drunk...it's not neccesarily the truth that comes out, but more along
of things that you dont mind happening haha. and when youre over
something or possibly someone you could see clearly again! god test's
ppl and recently i feel like i'm being test'd more than others, but
that's fine i can deal with it. well to wrap up this semester...i
gain'd friends and knowledge and i lost "hope" (scholarship that is),
so call'd "friends," and many more. but this pointless rambling
is over now,
so peace  V
~ting nhi da shing, bu yao ting bhe luan~
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| so i over heard this guy in my
class today complaining to his best friend how like his girlfriend
bought him a "toy car" that he didnt like because it was the wrong
model or some bs like that...and it completely caught me off guard
because i didnt think that there were actually any one that much of an
ass to say something like that. i mean you see it in movies but dang, i
almost hit the guy. i mean first of all your girlfriend bought you
something and she clearly knows what you like she just didnt get the
right type i mean get over it. be appreciative...but what i got a kick
out of was the toy car thing haha. this guy is like 25 yrs old
and he's playing with hot wheels. so i was mad and like crackin' up at
the same time. and oh yeah...school is getting harder...it blows. | | |
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